Emily! Don't Settle.

It's Emily. An ambitious girl, a naughty wife, an adorable child, a passionate writer, a happy shopper, a proud saver, God believer and sensitive like a little drop of water sensed by super hot metal.

I'm having so many scattered thoughts this time. My latest savings memory and my shopping therapy is not ready to serve me today and I'm missing my smile as well. Still this blog helping a lot to say whatever I am feeling, irrespective of the matter if someone listening or not, if someone caring or not.

I have only 3 personas in life to share my every stuff, God, My Husband, and My Blog.
To God, I've already said every thing,
To hubby, I don't want to say anything as he's so very responsible guy but a bit down now-a-days and I do not want to make him more worried by sharing my sad thoughts.
And finally to blog, I am always open to vomit out my tensions and sharing my happiness as well.

At this moment I'm unable to describe my sadness, tension, and reasons for the tears.
Sadness and happiness are side by side feelings, every one says that but I an unable to get settled with it, I'm not made for it. I do not want but I need more happiness and can accept very few sadness only.

I'm dreaming for it,
I'm struggling for it, and
I'm determined to have it all in all.  

A true writer can't hide the real feeling in its writings, may be that is the reason word sadness is leading happiness in my this articulation.
Hey God, Hey Hubby. Hey Reader your presence around me is all that's gonna help me in chasing my dream, in transforming my today's sadness into more lasting happiness tomorrow.
I'm not settling!!